In July I will be going back to South Africa for the first time in two and a half years. Even for me, not seeing my country for this amount of time is a long stretch. I miss it. I miss my friends. I miss my family. But the prospect of going holiday does not fill me with a huge amount of excitement.
I’ve been somewhat melancholy rhese last two weeks.. Too much thinking of the past, friends long lost, friends that might have been. “Where have all the people gone, long time passing….”
What does this all add up to? Over worked? These last two years have been as stressful as anything I have ever experienced. So maybe. Unhappy with my life? Nope. So where’s the energy gone?
Is this what we do? Work till you retire, then try and live on the money you didn’t save, and then die? So go live on a tropical island, grow dope and eat fresh fish every day…. Except the kids need to go to university, dentists need to be paid for, and lives need to be lived.
Dunno, have to think about this one…
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